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Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2020 5:50 pm
by Pepsi Maxil
Looks like my prediction is still on. My tablets are really starting to work now and I feel quite high today. My Rebecca interest has really settled now and I'm starting to feel interested in pursuing women in real life again. I feel like my old self.

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2020 7:26 pm
by Ludders
Pepsi Maxil wrote:
Tue Jul 28, 2020 5:50 pm
Looks like my prediction is still on. My tablets are really starting to work now and I feel quite high today. My Rebecca interest has really settled now and I'm starting to feel interested in pursuing women in real life again. I feel like my old self.
This is great to hear! 8-)

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2020 8:20 pm
by Burunman
Pepsi Maxil wrote:
Tue Jul 28, 2020 5:50 pm
Looks like my prediction is still on. My tablets are really starting to work now and I feel quite high today. My Rebecca interest has really settled now and I'm starting to feel interested in pursuing women in real life again. I feel like my old self.
So happy to hear that Maxil. That has made my day.

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2020 10:06 pm
by iank
Thank goodness for that. Glad to hear it Maxil. :)

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Sat Aug 01, 2020 2:15 pm
by Bertrand Marx
Pepsi Maxil wrote:
Tue Jul 28, 2020 5:50 pm
Looks like my prediction is still on. My tablets are really starting to work now and I feel quite high today. My Rebecca interest has really settled now and I'm starting to feel interested in pursuing women in real life again. I feel like my old self.
That’s brilliant to hear, Maxil. Glad to see you back here as well as your old self restored. :)

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Sun Aug 02, 2020 10:54 pm
by Pepsi Maxil
Thanks everyone. I'll respond to your email Bertrand in the next day or so. Feels great to be alive!

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2020 12:47 am
by ClockworkOcean
That's so great to hear. You have a good heart and you deserve happiness. :)

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2020 9:55 am
by Pepsi Maxil
ClockworkOcean wrote:
Mon Aug 03, 2020 12:47 am
That's so great to hear. You have a good heart and you deserve happiness. :)

Thanks, that's such a nice thing to say. I honestly wouldn't have made it this far without all of you telling me to seek help. Burrunjor in particular gave me the confidence to open up to my family and professionals about my obsessions and I can't thank him or the rest of you enough. I'm obviously on a lot of medication which is making me feel quite high, but it's so refreshing to wake up and not feel like the world is against me.

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2020 10:17 am
by Burunman
Glad to hear I was of help. That's made my day.

Re: Predict your life in five years

Posted: Wed Aug 05, 2020 11:24 am
by Pepsi Maxil
A doctor that specializes in OCD told me to get rid of all my things related to Rebecca. I was devastated to hear that, but I understand that I have to do it to prevent this from happening again. I do feel that there isn't a connection between us and my OCD caused my reality and fantasy to become hazy which made me believe that we did. I'm sorry I have to give her stuff away now, but if it helps me then I have no choice but to do so. I will have to change my profile picture and my signature as well. I wish this wasn't the case, but the last month was hell and she was the main cause of my depression. I have to be brave about it and I'm sure there will be tears at some point.